The Dream..

Well, I told nearly everyone that I had a dream.. a kilig one.

A sweet one.

Were you wondering why?

It went like this... (this part happened before the dream)

It was Friday.

I went to the caf to buy some load.

I saw this girl.

She waved hi.

Aaaw...

Hours later, while I was sleeping...

I dreamed that I was holding hands while walking with that girl. XD

So, it's just a simple act of holding hands? For people who get kilig easily (like the one teasing me right now,) it means a lot. She said stuff like how probable it is, and that she was my top 2 and stuff. Actually, I'm fine with that. Strangely, I become pikon when it's a guy teasing me.

That dream, plus that certain girl's teasing, made me think about her. I wondered if I liked her, or had a crush on her. Actually, we don't know each other that much. But she is very nice. XD

I think the dream would remain on my mind for days.

I'm gonna think about my feelings for her. XD

Though I won't tell you when I've decided.

Emotional-ness.

Ohhhhh crap. I heard "I" today - a song that reminded me of my very first crush. Before I knew it, I was subconsciously singing along to the song - and in my mind, I was already crying. Ohhhhhhhh crap...
That's no sh*t - I go emo when I think of her - but that song reminded me of my Grade 6 days, when I wished for her to come back, sang emo songs, had depressive thoughts, and more.
Really, it somewhat brought my day down - I was in happy overdrive and stuff.
Apparently, I still miss her... but I can move on. I know I CAN.

~Conrad

Grades Part II

Some more grades. XD

Earth Sci - 1.50

Soc Sci - 2.00

Com Sci - 1.75

Health - 2.00

Crap - I lost my happy overdrive. Well, at least we had a five-hour break. XD

I just had to put this quote here:

"Who would you pick? The past you or present you?"

"The present - this one is more badass." - Me XD

Relationships. And Grades.

OOOH. MY GRADES>
These grades are CRAP.

English - 1.5
IS - 2
MAth - 2
Filipino - 1.75
ValEd - 1.25
TP - 2.25 AAAARRRRGGGGH

The rest of the grades.. I'll find out tomorrow.

Well, onto the main topic- RELATIONSHIPS. Yes, relationships of 14-year old people... and 12-year old ones. :P
It started because someone was asking about a certain couple *ehem* and this girl said that they were MMU (More than Mutual Understanding)
I think they're NL (Next Level) :P
WHy do people have relationships at such young an age? I don't know why. I'm speaking from personal experience :D
Okay, I'd describe my personal experience here. It was Grade 5 and it was my first crush. They said she liked me too. Okay.. no one likes me. But it turned out right. I didn't realize it then (didnt even know that I had a crush on her) and she left and I was stupid enough to not even get her number. X_X I just thought, maybe the Lord didnt mean it to put us in a relationship because we liked each other so much. Of course, I still miss her (I go emo when I think about her) but I've moved on *cough*.
See? I told you I have a long story to tell about her. XD
Well, I see two couples going steady in class, but I won't tell you who

That's all for now... See ya guys.

XD.. X_X

Okay.. this past month has been really a month of contrasts. XD

I fell into happy overdrive for a week.. because of her. XD

And it disappeared.. because of somebody else. X_X

Really, I'm a bit confused now. While I'm sure that I have a top one (XD), I don't know if I have a top two, or even three. XD

And my top one says that bagay kami ng "top two". X_X

It's really weird.. I guess I just have to live a few more days.. and decide... XD

P.S. I was a bit depressed today - but then Joaq asked Ada to give me a hug. I have to thank both of you guys.